only.. not here.

lol.. I found a great bestfriend in a notebook, for some reason.

Thank you blogger for surpassing my hunger for emotional relief during my bitter times. You served as the best listening ears to my unheard emotions and feelings. You listened continuously without complaining once. (like you have any choice..) It has been awesome. I found out a lot of things about myself through the years and now I am still on the stage of searching even deeper.

I am happy, I am contented. I am not bitter. ;D It feels really good to be carefree and just, go with the flow.

Writing my thoughts out loud is kind of awkward for me now.. I don't want people to know. I'm no longer seeking for understanding, acceptance, empathy, or whatever bitter people seek for.. (sorry, I'm no longer aware coz I'm so happy! I forgot everything.. If you want to remember.. I suggest you read my archives at your own risk.)

So my thoughts are enough for me alone, I guess. It gives a lot of satisfaction. It's enough.

=) Happy Days! (=

I wish I'm really happy and that it would last forever..

I love youuuuuuuuuu!

I'll be back the next time I'm heartbroken ;)

I hope I dont see this again.. lol.

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I want to write again!

Thank God I didn't delete my blog during the days I was feeling like I wanted to get rid of this already. Writing is like part of my life.. I'm not supposed to stop just because I feel like I'm losing "THE" Inspiration. That's just total crap.

I don't need it. I mean, yeah, everyone needs inspiration to be able to perform well but, I could do without that kind. I mean.. psshh..

I'm so old.. gimme a break please.. I'm seventeen!!! I'm so old!!!!

Anyway, that wasn't the point. I just wanna do this again. I guess I just came to that "weird" phase where you just don't wanna care anymore, or that you just don't wanna move and just let the world fall into places before you.

complete laziness.

I want to move now. I want to work. Nothing is controlling my life anymore. I'm depending on things that are so not worth of being depended on.

Time to fix my life.

Some people would probably say my life isn't all that messed up as I proclaim it to be since I go home everyday before 1am and pass (somehow) my exams, say no to parties to just stay home (to study?! no way.. to play ragnarok. amp) or cause I go to the gym regularly for health purposes. No way. My head is like a realm of CHAOS. maybe not pure chaos, but still chaos. It's still the same.

I could say I'm growing jealous with people who write. I knoww. I hate them. I'm too hooked up with stupid stuff.

So now.. I'm here to overcome that stupid feeling of jealousy.

VAVAVAVAVAVA!!!!!


---
Just because my eyes dont tear
doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry
And just because I come off strong
doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.
---
I got a 96 on my english love story. I loved my english teacher's comments. They made my day.

If you want to read my english love story, you have to go search for it somewhere I'm not telling. Lol.

It's sorta top secret. Yeah.. you can call it that.

In a Past Life...

You Were: An Arrogant Mathematician. Where You Lived: France. How You Died: The Plague.

Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible

Fun, funky, and a little bit euro. You love your summers to be full of style and sun!

You Are 20% Weird

Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself.

I love being invisible. I love being free.


The title is for Rosanne. (Haha! Revenge to! Love you!)

School is a bitch.

Tin is back. Got pasalubongs. yay! thanks Tin!

I got 85% in Trig and I forgot what I got in Algebra. Haha. It was prolly low coz I forgot. Anyway, English and Physics test tomorrow. Yeah. Haven't studied yet. I'm so tamad.

I have so many thoughts but I can't seem to type them down anymore. I'm afraid that this might go on for a while and all my thoughts will just stay in my head and not let the world hear it. It's only for me now. What a shame. This is so boring.

So that's why I've been putting up quizzes instead! Bingo.

*************

Your wise quote is: "Fashion is a
form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to
alter it every six months" by Oscar
Wilde.You are a very sarcastic person with a
sharp tongue. You may not be the one always
talking, but your mind is nevertheless
critizing. You tend to have a cynical view on
life itself and be somewhat withdrawn with who
you really are. Society now is in your eyes
corrupted and you wonder how the world will
survive. And people are in your mind very
ignorant and blind to the reality.

What wise quote fits you? [pics]
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Your Birthdate: July 30

Your birthday on the 30th day of the month shows individual self-expression is necessary for your happiness. You tend to have a good way of expressing yourself with words, certainly in a manner that is clear and understandable. You have a good chance of success in fields requiring skill with words. You can be very dramatic in your presentation and you may be a good actor or a natural mimic. You have a vivid imagination that can assist you in becoming a good writer or story-teller. Strong in your opinions, you always tend to think you are on the right side of an issue. There may be a tendency to scatter your energies and have a lot of loose ends in your work. You may have significant artistic talent and be very creative.

Okay.. that's really correct. Yeah right. I was just saying how scattered and stuck my thoughts are and now my birthdate says I'm supposed to be good in Jotting down my thoughts?! Heh.

RBS --> Chin! LMAO! =)


UPCAT is finally over for me! grabe..

parang jumebs according to trizza. I agree. I totally agree.

My mom and I arrived at the school of economics around 9:30am. We decided to sit around in the car instead which was parked near the college of law. So we just bummed there talking about dad, stuff, dad, stuff. Then she dropped me off 11am in front of the school of economics again.

I waited for an hour alone then we were asked to line up and shit. I was already in line in this room then I saw Mikey and Celine Estrada on the line in the other room. They told me to join them nalang and I did then Gabbie came too. Grabe, 4 kami na school mates duon tapos magkakatabi kamisa auditorium ng Economics building. Sobrang astig nung place. Parang sa mga universities sa States. Sobrang Lamig pa. When I came in I was like, "wow" HAHA!

Before we came in the building, Celine and Mikey were saying these corny and bobo jokes for relaxation and I loved the yo momma so fat jokes.

1. Yo momma so fat, when she fell in the Grand Canyon, she got stuck.

Hahahaha!!

2. Yo momma so fat, when she wore high heels, she struck OIL!!

Hahahahaha!!!!

3. Yo momma so fat, after sex, I rolled over twice and I was still on the bitch!

WAhahahah!!!!!

sobrang okay tong mga to' pampaalis ng tension..

Anyway.. yeah.. UPCAT was generally very easy.. except for the math part. Lol. I was so tamad to compute I practically made Hula everything. Lol. Okay lang. I didn't leave anything blank. I guessed. Lol..

YAY!

Now.. QT na.. and too many projects and homeworks I honestly don't know how I will finish everything today.

God help me again please.

God is very good. My dad is already in California safe and happy. Thank you Lord.

My momma is not fat.


You are a Leo, the star of the Zodiac. Your fun,
confident, enthusiastic, warm, powerfull,
generous, creative, loyal, charismatic,
sensitive, and a natural born leader! Of all
the animals in the world you are most like a
lion! You are noble, royal, and as brave as
alion and every once and a while you
"roar" to show everyone your strength
and pride!

-Your lucky colors are orange and gold, the colors
of the sun

-your metal, is gold, but not any gold PURE gold!!

-your precious stone is a bloodred ruby

-you day of the week is sunday, get it SUNday

-the planet you are ruled by is the sun, which is
not really a planet but a star, just like you

-your element is fire

-the parts of the body that you rule are you back,
spine and HEART

-your true love ,matchs are a your own leo, an
aries, sagitterius, libra, or a gemini


What is Your TRUE Astrology Sign? (for guys and girls with incredibly detailed answers and incredible pictures+READ MEMO PLEASE)
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I AM A TRUE LEO. ROAR. CORNEH.


Birthday greetings:

Tagboard
30th Jul 2005, 08:16 AM
blu: happy birthday synty!

30th Jul 2005, 08:14 PM
Trizza: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! love you pare. haha.
30th Jul 2005, 08:14 PM
Trizza: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYNTY. sorry wala akong load haha

31st Jul 2005, 03:21 PM
gadi: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D kis of pis. :*

Text messages
12:02 am
hapi bday kay!Ü
-my youth pastor

06:37 am
Happy happy
happy happy
happy happy
happy happy
happy happy
happy happy
happy happy
happy happy
happy birthday
synty!! Luv u!
God bless!
Mwaah!Ü ingat ka!
-chin

08:30 am
Hey BIRTHDAY
GIRL!HAPPY
BIRTHDAY!ÜÜ
MWAH!Ü
-jo

11:49 am
Synty happy
birthdiy! Dnt lie
nd gossip!
-eizel

01:28 pm
Synty, hapPy
birthday!Ü God
bleSs.!Ü
-ken

03:13 pm
Uy synty laln js
wna grit u happy
birthdy!:-)
-jeff

04:15 pm
happy birthday
dear! i love you.Ü
-aika

05:07 pm
Happy birthday
synty!
-martin

07:41 pm
HAPPY
BIRTHDAY,
SYNTY! Ü
-09162102672 (sorry di ko nalaman kung sino to. kung ikaw to, thanks!)

12:30 am
Happy birthday
synty. Even if its
considered that
ur day's over but
nO.. Happy
birthday parin! I
love you so
much. See yah
on mOnday! Ü
-rosanne

YM
anne macasinag (7/30/2005 5:42:25 PM): guys..starting monday don't text me sa globe ko ah..lagi na lang sa sun ( 09224027321 ) ko muna..for 1 month yun..hehehe.. aryt? thanks.. mwah!
anne macasinag (7/30/2005 8:54:58 PM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 8:55:11 PM): wow! thank you anne! i love you!
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 8:55:14 PM):
anne macasinag (7/30/2005 8:55:46 PM): i love you toO!
anne macasinag (7/30/2005 8:55:51 PM): take care!
anne macasinag (7/30/2005 8:55:55 PM):
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 8:56:26 PM): tC!!!

eizel ladores (7/30/2005 11:11:21 AM): HAPPYYYYY BIRTHDAY GOSSIP GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
eizel ladores (7/30/2005 11:11:26 AM):
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 8:05:09 PM): thanks eizy bazy

mapple panganiban (7/30/2005 10:06:47 PM): happy birthday!
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 10:07:05 PM): thank you mapple

nina (7/30/2005 8:30:24 PM): happy birthday!
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 8:30:39 PM): wow thanks nina! loveyou!!!!
nina (7/30/2005 8:30:47 PM): loveyoutoo!

stewart abancio (7/30/2005 8:35:44 PM): !!!!!!!!!!! hhaaappyyy birrddeeYY!!!!!!!!!!!
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 8:35:54 PM): stu! thank you
stewart abancio (7/30/2005 8:36:06 PM):
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 8:36:17 PM):
stewart abancio (7/30/2005 8:36:28 PM):
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 8:36:34 PM): haha

trixia menguito (7/30/2005 1:59:01 PM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYNTY!!
trixia menguito (7/30/2005 1:59:10 PM): now,its your REAL bday!
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 8:04:48 PM): thank you trixia!
trixia menguito (7/30/2005 8:47:23 PM): happy bday sytny!!
trixia menguito (7/30/2005 8:47:26 PM): synty pala
trixia menguito (7/30/2005 8:47:27 PM): hehe
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 8:47:33 PM): thank you again trixia!

trizza cruz (7/30/2005 9:10:46 PM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
trizza cruz (7/30/2005 9:10:46 PM): love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 9:10:59 PM): thank you love you toooo
trizza cruz (7/30/2005 9:11:08 PM):
trizza cruz (7/30/2005 9:11:13 PM): may you have more birthdays to come
trizza cruz (7/30/2005 9:11:18 PM): hahahhaha ANG CLICHE
trizza cruz (7/30/2005 9:11:20 PM): hahahah
trizza cruz (7/30/2005 9:11:22 PM): jologs
trizza cruz (7/30/2005 9:11:23 PM): love you!
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 9:11:53 PM): i know thank you
trizza cruz (7/30/2005 9:12:22 PM): no problem dear
synty Jimenez (7/30/2005 9:12:51 PM):
trizza cruz (7/30/2005 9:13:11 PM):

testimonial
Chi, Friday, July 29, 2005:
Birthday mo na bukas? Happy Birthday! :D

Celine, Sunday, July 31, 2005:
Happy birthday synty! i dnt know if you still remember me from aa. But i still remember you. lol! I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday.

RoxYLiSHyuS, Sunday, July 31, 2005:
synty! :P
belated happy birthday seu! hahaha!!!
hope u had fun. nyurx.

i miss u na tLga synty. nyaha!
yngatz prate! im aLways here for u. :P

love kita aLways and forever.
*muah*
*hugs synty soooo tyt*
..chill..

Margaret, Monday, August 01, 2005:
Synty!!! Belated Happy Birthday!! Hope you had a good one!:) I miss you! Take care! *muah*

AND TO EVERYONE ELSE WHO GREETED ME BY CALLING ME UP ON THE PHONE AND GREETING ME IN PERSON THANK YOU SO MUCH! YOU ALL MADE MY DAY NOT SO CRAPPY. =)

MUCH LOVE!

and.. kung wala ka sa listahan sa taas.. salamat ah. salamat. tapos na. tenkyu!!!

JO ANN: WAhahaha!! I love this. aylabyu so much! *KEESS NA SOBRANG TAGAL*

un lang point ng entry na to. hahahaha!